There
was a day in my youth when I stood strong as an oak tree in the Presence of my
God, and I said within myself “God has
given me much and made me great, and I stand among the trees of the woods
stronger than most and taller than most, and I saw that as the wind blew
through my branches, that while others – their leaves fell, mine hung on, and I
was strong, and I was filled with LIFE.”
And I looked at my hands before my God and I said, “God, in me, Thou
hast done a good thing.” And my heart
rejoiced as I looked around and saw the great Master of the trees coming
through the trees of the woods, and He went to this one and that one, and He
looked at it, and He said “You are a good tree, and I will dig you, and I will dung you, and I
will prune you that you become a better tree.”
He
said this to many trees, and He did a strange thing, as He went through the
forest of trees, He pulled from His side a sharp knife, and He cut the bark of
the tree! And I said, “This is not my God, why would my God do this?” He cuts the very heart of the tree, until the
life will bleed out of that tree, and I looked down at my leaves and I said,
“Something is wrong here,” and I drew myself in and I said, “I hope He comes
not near me for I am fearful of what this Husbandman will do.” And surely He walked straight towards me and
He took the knife and He cut me to the very heart…and I felt the piercing, and
I felt the life begin to flow, and I began to wonder at such a thing. But when I looked at that which He had carved
–
I saw it was His name… that He
had carved upon that tree, and my heart leaped within me and I said, “Oh God, I
stand again – strong and tall in Thy Presence, for Thou hast put upon me Thy
name.” And I rejoiced for a season…
And then the winds began to
blow, and I heard the voice of the Lord say, “Every
time the wind blows, it is a sign that change is coming – be thou prepared for
change, for as I have put My name upon thee, so have I also destined thee for
change.” Again
I said, “I can take it, I am strong, though I have a scar – I am still
standing.”
And on a certain day when the
wind had blow ferociously, and the fierceness of the elements had come upon me,
I heard footsteps behind me and I looked, and there came that same Husbandman,
and my heart fell, and I said, “Well He cometh only to Bless me, only to
Promote me, only to make me great among the trees of the woods, for I am
stronger than most, and I have been cut by the Sword, and I bear His
name!” But when He came closer I saw He
had not this time a knife, but He had an axe, and I recoiled at the awful
thought that He would use that axe on me…
But as He walked among the trees of the woods, He looked until He saw
one – that was me, and he took the axe, and with great fervor and with great
joy, He cut down the tree – and I saw joy on His face, and I said, “This I
can’t understand, again I don’t understand why He would take a tree and cut it
to the very roots.” But when I fell…
I fell in His Presence.
And He took the axe and He cut
me where no man has ever touched me, and He hollowed out the very center of my
being, and I wept like I had never wept before, and I begged Him to stay His
hand for the pain and the bruising and the hurting was more than I thought I
could bear, and I begin to cry, “STAY THY HAND OH GOD, IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT
THOU HAS FELLED ME IN THE PRESENCE OF MY FRIENDS, IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT THOU
HAST WOUNDED ME, IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT WHILE MY FRIENDS ARE STANDING UPRIGHT I
MUST LAY LOW – EVEN IF I AM IN THY PRESENCE,” but He just kept on working till
He was satisfied, until He had seen the travail of His soul, and then He did a
beautiful thing, He picked me up and He put me on His shoulder and together we
went out of the forest away from my friends and my heart said, “OH NO, HE DOETH
IT TO ME AGAIN, I WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS, I WILL BE TAKEN AWAY FROM FELLOWSHIP TO
WHOM I AM JOINED.”
And the Word of the Lord came
unto me, “I want you to come to the Circle of
the Earth. For up there where I hold the
wind in My fist, where I speak the clouds into their directions, where I cause
the snow to fall and the sun to shine, up there on the Circle of the Earth I
would speak unto thee son of man, you were not born to be a tree that was
taller and greater, nor were you only born to be one who bears the scars of My
name, but you were one who was born to be My Possession, and I have come to do
with you whatsoever My heart desires, and it is not My desire that you bloom
among the trees, it is My desire that you come with me to a high place.” And again He
brought me down and I saw myself upon the shoulders of the Husbandman and He
crawled over the rocks and He crawled into barren places and up to the mountain
and I said, “NOW THIS IS TERRIBLE, THERE IS NOBODY UP HERE, WHAT CAN I DO, OH,
WHOA IS ME, I WILL BE ALONE.” And the
voice of the Lord said, “Up again to the Circle
of the Earth!!” And He said, “Alone, how can
you be alone, for I dwell in the high places?”
And when He found a little
stream, He laid me gently down, and He put me into that stream, and suddenly
that stream became a great River!!
And the Lord spoke again to me
and said; “Now I will tell you the parable of
the tree.” And He took me to the Circle of the Earth and He said, “Now look down on that tree it is no longer just a hollow
log, it is no longer just a tree – it is now a WATERCOURSE through which I will
flow onto the barren land.” And I looked and I saw the desert became green and that
earth which was parched and dry became green, not because rain had fell from
heaven, not because man had planted it, but because one tree had been BROKEN
and now the desert began to blossom like a Rose!!!
“You people of the Lord, you
have came today and you have said I will dedicate myself unto this ministry,
and if you are not willing to be that tree that is cut away, that tree which is
cut down, that tree that is hollowed, I say unto you, that you shall never see
the day when the nations and the barren places shall be filled with My
Glory. But if you will allow Me to do
the work of God that is within you, I promise you I will cut My name upon you,
I will cause you to be a byword among your brethren, I will cause the very
heart of you to bleed until I am satisfied with that which I have done in you,
and the day will come when I will take many of you from among your brethren,
and I will cut you up and I will send you to the nations of the earth, and you
will dance over the nations, and you will sing in the nations, and you will
move among the nations, and one will put 10,000 to flight, and the water of God
will Spring forth, and the Glory of God will cover the earth, just as the
waters cover the sea.”